October 8th, 2007
October 8, 2007 by hatgirl
I don’t know where to begin. I don’t know what to say.
Everything is a jumble of overwhelming emotions crashing into one another. I’ve tried to reason it out. I’ve tried to understand…but come back to the same place. The beginning of a painful circle. I write blindly as my heart bleeds across the paper…and I realize…
Everything I’ve known to be true and good and hopeful. Gone. The Hand of Trust can no longer be held, and I’ve learned the painful lesson.
From this day forward I can no longer look back on the past. The future is what molds me now and every day is defining who I am. And who I will be with.
As he now has given me reason to walk away. Hat or no hat, it no longer matters. As I cannot hide.
Hey…this is my first visit to your ‘new’ place here. I haven’t heard from you in awhile and hope all is going well in your new place. I hope you are doing okay. I hope to hear from you soon…I hope I hope I hope. Things are going very well here. Starting to fall back into place.
Beautiful writeup!Although i may not say the same for the feelings portrayed, but great work!
It will keep me visiting here i hope.